The Hamster Wheel

Have you ever been in a place in life where you feel like you are running and running but never getting anywhere? I defiantly have, I feel like I am there now I just keep trying to reach a goal so I pushing and pushing but making no Progress. I have all of these thoughts of where I would like to get to, i keep having to put School on hold and life in general because I continue to have to keep doing the same things over and over.
Getting out of the wheel, today this seems like an impossible feat but I am going to continue to look for the right time to make my exit. I know that this is strange analogy but it is how I am feeling. So here I go I know that right now I have to continue on the course that I am on. I also know that I have to trust that the choices are the right ones, I also know that I can not continue to question past decision of wonder why, but rather pick my head up and push forward.
I have many plans and I know that God has his plans and no matter what mine might be I have to listen to his first and foremost. So I am going to run till my legs give out even if I am in the hamster wheel, because if I continue to run there will come a day when I get out of the wheel and I get to run forward.
I am looking forward to the time when I am "free" but until that day I choose to keep running.
I appreciate all the encouragement that so many have given me this week and I know that I have such amazing support and that you will all be there for me through the hard time and we will party in the good times